Twenty
Here I am writing this at nearly 2am in the morning, 7 days after my 20th birthday with my cat sleeping restlessly on my bed while listening to IU's Palette. It was really soothing and it made me fully realized that I am now twenty. I am now a person that can be said as in her early twenties and can't argue how wrong they are. To be honest, my body looks like a middle-aged woman that gave birth to 10 kids due to the fact that I am overweight with bad posture and bad fashion sense most of the time.
I never really thought of me getting older until, well now. Most people would say that there is no difference in them now than last year. I guess I am that most people. But I think it has caught on to me slowly. Like in a sense, I would feel different in 5 years time. Many things have happen to me this year because I am getting use to becoming a young adult with more responsibilities. An example is I've started driving around on my own. This sense of independence is making me feel excitingly electrifying. Albeit, I did get into a self-accident where I didn't hand brake my car properly and ended up crashing my driver window.
I stayed home alone for the very first time and actually thought of multiple scenarios where robbers break in and I would plan to how to approach such situations. Hell, I brought my dad's bike handle as a weapon to my room. There is also the incident where I dropped my phone into the toilet, listening to Vic Mensa's Rage, as recommended by Rap monster. This happened exactly one day before I write this so yeah. I went to karaoke with my cousin for the very first time, feeling pretty cool now. It's not really much but it is for a sheltered girl who has a overprotective dad up until this year.
I developed xenocentrism related to Korean and Japanese culture and it's all good.
I will try my best to document my life starting from now on, take as much pictures, make effort to look presentable and post more blogs as I want to look back with no regrets. I am done trying to appease other people and just do my own thing and focus on improving myself.
Although it's not a new year but better late than never. I found out so many new things about myself for half of the year and I think I will find out more sooner than I think.
I never really thought of me getting older until, well now. Most people would say that there is no difference in them now than last year. I guess I am that most people. But I think it has caught on to me slowly. Like in a sense, I would feel different in 5 years time. Many things have happen to me this year because I am getting use to becoming a young adult with more responsibilities. An example is I've started driving around on my own. This sense of independence is making me feel excitingly electrifying. Albeit, I did get into a self-accident where I didn't hand brake my car properly and ended up crashing my driver window.
I stayed home alone for the very first time and actually thought of multiple scenarios where robbers break in and I would plan to how to approach such situations. Hell, I brought my dad's bike handle as a weapon to my room. There is also the incident where I dropped my phone into the toilet, listening to Vic Mensa's Rage, as recommended by Rap monster. This happened exactly one day before I write this so yeah. I went to karaoke with my cousin for the very first time, feeling pretty cool now. It's not really much but it is for a sheltered girl who has a overprotective dad up until this year.
I developed xenocentrism related to Korean and Japanese culture and it's all good.
I will try my best to document my life starting from now on, take as much pictures, make effort to look presentable and post more blogs as I want to look back with no regrets. I am done trying to appease other people and just do my own thing and focus on improving myself.
Although it's not a new year but better late than never. I found out so many new things about myself for half of the year and I think I will find out more sooner than I think.
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