Start of 2018

It was the first day of 2018 and I came to the realization that 2017 still lingers in the air. Explaining this is slightly difficult in the sense that the year is different but the mindset is still the same.

Maybe because my mind is slow in changing according to time but truth is, change is hard. Isn’t it? We have old habits and memories that drives us to stick ourselves to the past.

I really want to change my old ways this year. Every year, my goals have always been the same. It was the same as last year, though I realized that I wanted to do so many things that I ended not doing anything.

Beginning today, I want to focus on doing things slowly. I am beginning to understand myself, especially when I took the Myers-Briggs personality test. 

I was identified as an INFP which is basically Introversion (I), Intuition (N), Feeling (F) Perception (P). 

This is the second rarest personality type that accounts to only 4% of the world population. No wonder I felt like an outcast most of the time *jokes.

To sum it up, a disorganized, overemotional, eccentric, defensive twat that would appear illogical, have unrealistic world views, insecure and be unaware of appropriate behaviour. This pretty much describes me. 

However, on the positive note, Infps are known to be dreamers, creative, free-spirited, empathetic as well as having strong belief in their values. Hehehe, not too sure about that but I’ll take it.

So, I haven’t come up with my NY resolutions yet but I guess right now, my main focus is:

•          Reading more (like 10 pages a day kind of thing)
•          Practice my Korean (vocab and grammar… and accent *coughs)
•          Taking better care of myself overall (this would mean my weight, appearance, skin and health)

This is pretty much about it so far. I am focusing on making small goals every month so that I can keep up with the pace and keep my options open.

This is my first post of the year. Happy New Year, guys.