One Paragraph Rant and Attempt to Manifest My Desired Reality.

 I am going through changes and that is okay. Others are progressing a lot better than I do and that is okay too. My journey is different from everyone's. Everybody's. My body vibrates differently from everyone else's. I am confident. I am beautiful. The fact that there is not one person like me in this vast world is proof by itself. I have a kind and sensitive soul and I am compassionate and empathetic. I am NOT however, a pushover or a coward. Nor will I ever be. I can't say I am not hypocritical because I am allowed to make mistakes. I try not to be judgemental meaning I shall give you the benefit of the doubt that everyone has my respect until proven otherwise. I always look for the good in others because I believe that no one is born truly evil. But that does not mean I can tolerate excuses. I believe that everyone deserves second chances, but once they betray my trust, goodbye. I am allowed to make as many mistakes as long as I don't make the same mistakes twice. I must forgive myself for it too. Always progressing and always take a break. This is not a competition with anyone but yourself. Be kind to myself, because if I won't, who will. I am the one living my life right now. Always choose the path that gives me purpose and happiness. The best person to know me is me. So persevere to do things that I know will make and keep me happy in the long run. If I don't feel good doing something or just thinking about something. Leave it. Leave it forever from that space or if I can't, leave it for a while and then come back to it with a solution. We are all responsible for our sins, no one else is to be blame. My burdens, I shall surrender to God. I shall trust in God entirely as he is the master of destinies, the lord of all fates. He decide the day I was born to the moment I shall die. Every action of mine, is mine as well as God's decree. My fate has been sealed and only I will go through it and to find out until the end.